April 12, 2008

A squirrel lies on its side

while the sun lays gentle fingers,

hoping to warm him in his hour of need.

But nothing can heat up preternatural cold.

I fend off Mother Nature’s cleanup crew,

remove the maggots,

and tenderly lift him and place him

in the soft fissure I have hollowed

out of the earth beneath an oak tree.

With him I place a few nuts and acorns,

for the journey to his afterlife.

The red jays and chickadees have come out

to offer an eulogy and I

say a silent prayer of safe passage.

Modern Charity

In my opinion, very

Reverend Mother, developments

in the U.S. regarding work

on behalf of immigrants, and

the use of non-verbal and militaristic

techniques in working with families,

is at the heart of this tension

between individualism

and collectivism – no,

instead this emphasis between

an individual and the government

is at the forefront of …

Well, the resolution is the paradox of modernity itself.

Christmas Shopping

Tahoe jeep, red car

red van, one bike

one wheel, USC67P

New Jersey plates

Down here to the left are red

Dorothy shoes, red

boots, red

wool coat, hat and gloves

To the right are grey

uggs, brown uggs

black boots, brown coat

light brown and dark brown converses

Red cell phone

Brown hair

Blue umbrella

an ugly furry sweater and

an ugly furry coat

Shopping bags

several taxi cabs

small cool snowflakes

and my WaMu checking account

Sunday

Lay with me, here.

Hug me, close.

No, not close enough,

closer. I want you

close up inside

and I need you

in me. Fuck! This is not what I want

I want intimacy and I’ve had sex

since taught at six by him

that I was wanted for nothing else.

Sex is intimate only to me

and you call it fucking.

So fuck me, now.

Fuck me fast,

fuck me until I forget how we got

to this place where I no longer know

your name.

Or how we met and you said you

loved my voice and could listen to me

whisper until six in the morning

while my roommate sleeps in the next room.

Fuck me until my need for punishment

dissipates while your cum soaks my cunt

from the inside out.

Fuck me until fifteen years of crying

on the frigid bathroom floor

vanishes, vanquished

by your black dick that mesmerized me

since the sixth day after I met you

on the three train at four in the morning

Sunday night

Arctic

Eleven times in two

days she saw the ghost

after fearing the apocalypse written

in black on the rim of

the john. Coded

lengthy surprise; one copy

north and one to the ground.

The ice traveled was

twelve feet deep,

years-old. Heaven dark and she

had surely gone crazy after

the third time he “woo-woo” ed

her outside, in the bathroom.

April 8, 2008

Caught in a thunderstorm,
rain sluices down my body.
A droplet discovers an opening
in my doused wool to slither down my flesh.

I imagine that it’s your index finger making
the path down my throat, in-between my breastbone
and onto my belly, where you pause

for a brief second before sliding down the right side
and getting absorbed by my blouse.